lazy river
lazy sea
spreading lazy over me
in your happy here
eternity
breathless sick without girl
who crops up in dreams
smiles
evaporates like morning dew
yet everything is new
again
breathless sick like fever i
can wait with only dreams
hugging / sweating into pillows
pleasantly perfectly
alive
too sweet to read
(mouth should be
grimacing)
yet celebrating
secretly
happy for the me that’s yet to be
living in that first
big wet red forever-and-ever-and-ever
second
the important word is
living
(breathless
sick
i’ll wait for her because)
it can only end in tears
the important word is
living.